It was under construction

It seemed a building under construction. It was too simple. Well, it was my class. I started to move to a new one class in this morning and i have to take much time to adapt myself to a new environment. A new environment! I thought the class had been competed by more advance equipments. I thought so. But a dream not always become true.

I just satisfied with the condition of the class. I could accept this fact because it will be my site for me to take a preparation before i could fly to Egypt. It was located in the site of education faculty. It was good.

It was enough for me in studying in a proper style such in the new class.

I feel so relax

I could release my pressure yesterday afternoon. The event for role-play had finished and i can take a deep breath afterward. So, i could walk toward college gladfully with happy ending of the lesson moment for yesterday. Everybody perhaps could feel nervous at such moment and the mind might be blank or blurr if the emotions were not controlled properly.


I did not show the best output but i thought it had satisfied me with the good-looking performance that i had done. Everybody could value their own performances by themselves. Hahaah! What was meant by Harry Potter? But he did not have same characteristics similar to me. Only the face showed the same shape.It was fine.

it is coming

It is going to begin. Oh, no! I have to complete my
script for the role play. It is only 15% of my evaluation test. But i wonder
why i should do the role play at this time while the moment for me to be a doctor will
reach in 6 years later. Ahh! It does not a matter to me. It just make me to focus only on the role play. It encourages me to take much time for doing an assignment. Then, it seems i do not the time wisely. I feel very lazy.


I will let it goes smoothly, i want to face it gladfully.
Even though i think it very conflict to me, i have
to see its point of view with positive values.

breaking bad news

It sounds like a death or a person do not have much time to spend his or her waste time in this world.Nobody will relax and let the bad news to surround the brain and obtain mental interruption.The announcement skills of the bad news have its procedure before a patient can accept the reality that a person has a disease or anything else.

On this time, everybody have their own feeling. As human being, the people at the surronding should give response and support the needed patients as well as they need very much time for their disease recovery. Talk to them with sopporting intonation, not accusing intonation.

Perhaps somebody look calm and not show negative response, but the patients also want normal lives like others. Support them...!

does not a matter

After the additional class yesterday, i knew that doing an assignment and completing a presentation was hard works. The both tasks forced me to pay attention at least 50% for ensuring that they satisfied me and also the teacher.

Although that, it does not means that i have no strength to do the tasks. Both of them must be inserted with a lot of specific details, very specific. I surely hate this. But i will face it with my own ways. I have to find what the sources i refer to. And then i need to put something. Ahhhhhhhhh. It seems giving a very dangerous virus to my brain. When i think about it, my brain begins to face a headache like migraine.

The only thing what can i do is managing my daily time and so far i can divided my tasks based on their period time. Perhaps this way can help me to give the best for any assignment especially...

the same thing

Uhh! I still learned about the behaviour of being a dedocated and professional doctor yesterday. I felt bored and it would not come any benefit to me but it actually could correct my my thought that being a doctor did not need any learning of behaviour language.

Discharge instruction guidelines. It seemed intersting after mentioning these three words directly. Before a person was allomed to went home, some procedures must be faced. I thought it seemed such legal procedures. Haaahhaahaa. They were only simple procedures. The patient must be diagnosed for the last time before he or she can relax and take new fresh air and green environment. For me, it seemed life in a jail when a person have an treatment in hospital.

At home, it does mean that a patient can continue his or her life with previous lifesyle before attacked by certain diseases. The patient needs to face some taboos. For me, t think it is suffering. So, as a conclusion everybody should take care seriously on their health. Keep the body fit. Hehehehee......

i got a big shame on this morning

Ahh!It was very embrassing moment when i entered the class today. I supposed that the class for english language lesson began on the second time but my thought was really worse. On friday the class usually started at 10 am.

I went to the mamak stall without doubt and i ordered roti canai and a glass of iced tea. I ate some and then my classmate called me and told that the class was postponed to the first time. One first moment i did not believed it, but on the next moment when i asked him for the confirmation, he said that it was true. Without wasting any time, i rushed to the bus stop and boarded a long blue uitm bus. Few minutes later, i reached Intec and at the same time few of my classmates were holding a role-play related to the conversation between a doctor and a patient again for this morning. Miss Adila seemed to insult me for my late presenting into the class.

Although that, it did not mean a big matter to me. Everybody laughed at me at the moment i entered the class. Before that, they had planned to laugh at me. The bloods from my all body parts surrounded my face surface. I felt very shamed, really shamed when i entered the class. Actually i did not take attention at the moment Mss Adila told everybody that the english class would be postponed and started from 8 am. Beneficially, i could take one good lesson from this embrassed incident. I have to improve my fully attention to what teachers say...............