it is coming

It is going to begin. Oh, no! I have to complete my
script for the role play. It is only 15% of my evaluation test. But i wonder
why i should do the role play at this time while the moment for me to be a doctor will
reach in 6 years later. Ahh! It does not a matter to me. It just make me to focus only on the role play. It encourages me to take much time for doing an assignment. Then, it seems i do not the time wisely. I feel very lazy.


I will let it goes smoothly, i want to face it gladfully.
Even though i think it very conflict to me, i have
to see its point of view with positive values.

breaking bad news

It sounds like a death or a person do not have much time to spend his or her waste time in this world.Nobody will relax and let the bad news to surround the brain and obtain mental interruption.The announcement skills of the bad news have its procedure before a patient can accept the reality that a person has a disease or anything else.

On this time, everybody have their own feeling. As human being, the people at the surronding should give response and support the needed patients as well as they need very much time for their disease recovery. Talk to them with sopporting intonation, not accusing intonation.

Perhaps somebody look calm and not show negative response, but the patients also want normal lives like others. Support them...!

does not a matter

After the additional class yesterday, i knew that doing an assignment and completing a presentation was hard works. The both tasks forced me to pay attention at least 50% for ensuring that they satisfied me and also the teacher.

Although that, it does not means that i have no strength to do the tasks. Both of them must be inserted with a lot of specific details, very specific. I surely hate this. But i will face it with my own ways. I have to find what the sources i refer to. And then i need to put something. Ahhhhhhhhh. It seems giving a very dangerous virus to my brain. When i think about it, my brain begins to face a headache like migraine.

The only thing what can i do is managing my daily time and so far i can divided my tasks based on their period time. Perhaps this way can help me to give the best for any assignment especially...

the same thing

Uhh! I still learned about the behaviour of being a dedocated and professional doctor yesterday. I felt bored and it would not come any benefit to me but it actually could correct my my thought that being a doctor did not need any learning of behaviour language.

Discharge instruction guidelines. It seemed intersting after mentioning these three words directly. Before a person was allomed to went home, some procedures must be faced. I thought it seemed such legal procedures. Haaahhaahaa. They were only simple procedures. The patient must be diagnosed for the last time before he or she can relax and take new fresh air and green environment. For me, it seemed life in a jail when a person have an treatment in hospital.

At home, it does mean that a patient can continue his or her life with previous lifesyle before attacked by certain diseases. The patient needs to face some taboos. For me, t think it is suffering. So, as a conclusion everybody should take care seriously on their health. Keep the body fit. Hehehehee......

i got a big shame on this morning

Ahh!It was very embrassing moment when i entered the class today. I supposed that the class for english language lesson began on the second time but my thought was really worse. On friday the class usually started at 10 am.

I went to the mamak stall without doubt and i ordered roti canai and a glass of iced tea. I ate some and then my classmate called me and told that the class was postponed to the first time. One first moment i did not believed it, but on the next moment when i asked him for the confirmation, he said that it was true. Without wasting any time, i rushed to the bus stop and boarded a long blue uitm bus. Few minutes later, i reached Intec and at the same time few of my classmates were holding a role-play related to the conversation between a doctor and a patient again for this morning. Miss Adila seemed to insult me for my late presenting into the class.

Although that, it did not mean a big matter to me. Everybody laughed at me at the moment i entered the class. Before that, they had planned to laugh at me. The bloods from my all body parts surrounded my face surface. I felt very shamed, really shamed when i entered the class. Actually i did not take attention at the moment Mss Adila told everybody that the english class would be postponed and started from 8 am. Beneficially, i could take one good lesson from this embrassed incident. I have to improve my fully attention to what teachers say...............

some funs in the early morning

I had been informed that the teacher would enter into the class late for few minutes. So i proceeded
with my own works with the green english book. My classrap told that we had to complete some tasks in the lesson 3 and lesson 4.

The environment condition in the class still calmed until Miss Adila entered the class. My classmates and i started to make some noises when she gave small talks for the opening of the class. Then yesterday i thought some events in the class little funny. We had to write down few important points from the conversation between a doctor and his patient which played by Miss Adila's notebook. This methodology seemed listening and writing skill.

Unfortunately, when i saw the page on my book i got only 2 points only. Actually some problems that i did not know where they came disrupted my fully attention to the conversation. I felt little angry and embrass. I felt liked i had a very worse hearing mechanism. But to avoid few troubles for next moment during discussion, i copied down the points from my nearby friend, on my left side. After discussion nobody wrote down the complete right answers. This meaned that everybody perhaps faced some hearing disturbances. I thought these troubles were very funny for me.
Hahahhaaaha..............!

an angel in class

The sun still shines in the morning...........
but today i have to force myself to have a learning of two big language for me-arabic language and the last is english for pre-medical students............

At 10.12 a.m a person that my classmates and i wait for the minutes enters the class quite fast with her own style. Then she gives a small talk and starts the lesson. Today also i use the dark green moderate book for the first time for the begining of a formal lesson.She is my english teacher-Miss Adila.She looks purple today with her beautiful clothes and her 'baju kurung' also seems to be purple.At this moment i want to say honestly that she very very likes an angel in heaven for me but i do not know how my other classmates think when they look to her.She looks very friendly and helpfully.

About my lessons, i have discuss how to manage the patients' feelings.The procedures are very complex such as gives a small talk to the patients and leads some questions so that the patients can give cooperation as well as their pain can be treated properly. To be a professional doctor some ways such as above have to be practiced slowly from the early stage so that the conversation with the patients will be more comfortable and efficient.............

the incident i could not expected

my group was the last to give the presentation to the class.then,my group rushed to the front of class.oops i definitely shocked when i could not open my group's task.i just know that i did my presentation by using the microsoft office power point of vista and i just realised that the microsoft did not correspond with the microsoft office power point explorer.

i feel a bit depressed about the complication.sometimes i feel embrassed with the situation.i did not carefully chose the program to use it for my group presentation.the issue that my group had taken is the one my group could not examine or explore with details-Ayurveda.so on from the situation miss adila gave a suggestion to give a presentation spontaneously like in secondary school so there my group member just gave simple explanation to the class about our research.Therefore, i was not satisfied with my work.

I hope my group's presentation could be understood by all the audiences especially Miss Adila.Today is the first day i see,talk and get some informations from her and so far i could
still follow the class she taught and can be polite to her for anytime.